Sunday, November 8, 2015

afraid to be alone

suddenly i'm afraid to be alone
am i nearing the end of this life?
or am i afraid i am ready to give up?
is it time to give everything away

am i allowed to be afraid?
can i feel weak and tired?
will it matter to anyone?
is this why i'm alone?

i appreciate your words
but no one cares to come around
so i am alone in this material world
and i am running out of ways to survive

to live among people costs a lot
most of waking time is spent
earning the money to pay the rent
and all the other bills that come with life
and i have no income again
and it brings me to wonder
am i nearing the end of this life?