i still find bliss

a waterboys song plays in my head, though with my own lyrics like i just found bliss where it always was... yeah, even during deeply tired times when fatigue wants me to quit and the childinside feels there's not enough time for play and the hope and strength wanes and loneliness and sadness creep in (which is the current background mood of the past few months or longer, lately), these moments of pure bliss pop up out of the blue (maybe)... somehow never give up never surrender still makes the most sense to me (even now, after all this time, the bliis comes to me as hope as it did from the beginning)...