a whole lotta sadness going on

After seven years of sharing space and depending on each other (mostly me paying for most and depleting savings), my best friend and roommate finally found love and is moving out. It could not have come at a worse time since I am unemployed, but she is moving on to a wonderful life. I don't know where I will end up and that is not a good feeling at this point in life. The Eagles are singing Wasted Time in my mind. Life is not fair.

Not every day is depressing. Most days are quite fun since I have no responsibilities at the moment and the savings pays the bills. Oh, but when I think I how fast the savings is dwindling, that is scary.

Sigh.