just now

I am really tired cuz I've been up all night cuz I found myself relating to someone online who writes words that talk to me (amuse me and move me) and missed her visit to Orlando (not that I particular want to expose anyone to my current living space and I wish I had the house I once had with guest rooms and cleanliness) and my hunger for a true friend grew to an all-nighter of hope, despair, and more hope... I'm going to bed now...