sometimes frustration

so much can go wrong in the world around me, sometimes frustration feels overwhelming... i give and give and give and it's not enough... i drain my resources, my finances, my energy... and still it's not enough... and when i have no more to give i am left alone... what choice does anyone have, they must go somewhere else to take what they need... have i ever met anyone who could balance the giving?... probably, but not to my recollection... i suppose i do not let those who can balance the sharing near enough... i suppose it is i who choose to only allow those who will drain me to as near death as a living being can get... and sometimes frustration is all i can fell about that...