Friday, April 19, 2013

birthday moods

when someone has a birthday do i wonder about mine?... most of the time i do not remember to think about birthdays or any sort of scheduled celebrations because years of phony well-wishes and plastic smiles long since turned me off to planned social celebrations... i see the lies that humans live way too easily for anyone's comfort and i do not like pretense and i do not want to bring anyone down, so i stay away... it is a lonely mood, quite often, as i seek the honest love that everyone is afraid to actualize and share... but some still do care, even if it is shown only superficially at scheduled intervals...

happy birthday everybody :}

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