feels like the end

While the days passed over the last few months the dark clouds followed me around and I played like nothing was happening most of the time. Watching TV and browsing the internet became a necessity to distract me from the emptiness and avoidance. I used Facebook to give me something to do, creating more than two dozen pages for all the different moods and topics I read about. Like my own internet library of artcles and images and words. Now I am in the new space. No TV. Facebook blocked me.

Sleep.