crappy feeling

in this moment my head is think and hurting and eyes are hurting and ear is screaming and nose is stuffy and running and all in all, i don't like this crappy feeling... fever?... feels like it... this momentary mood sucks (so why am i laughing?)....

must be the madness :}

hot and cold

and not just the weather, but this is the coldest winter since i've been down ehre in florida (most of the last twenty years, actually) and that could be one reason my moods have been fluctuating more than usual but more than weather, it's the unchanging monotony of life, work and play, and not putting the body in extreme physical fun (exercise) which makes for a dull physical experience which is boring no matter how much fun my head is having (and it is having much fun, much fun between the ears)...

ambivalence in the body, nagging the mind a bit, like what a drag it is getting on, but euphoria more than ever in the mind, the ethereal bliss of being... and that's the mood at this moment, how about yours? :)